idiot !

im losing myself cause of minor stuffs. i needa wake up and sort things out properly.

dance !

changed the nobody to evacuate the dance floor. hmm, not bad. everything went well. was smooth. (:

but, the bad thing is… my knees are swollen! my dad says that i’ve overworked them! luckily never injure! my knee still hurts la D: nvm, everything is worth while.

ohoh! and, yay man. chye is in singapore! muahaha. meeting him with the others tomorrow. gonna bring camera! >.< must have pictures!! haha. hope jiade can go! FATHER! u better go hor (: haha.
Novena.novena. where on earth is theat place man.. -,- haha. i dunno how to go!!! ): and i wont noe how to go home if i manage to get there. Lols.
我是路痴！！ proud to be a 路痴 too. hahas. (:

k ba, i think i go liao. haha. needa save up energy for tomorrow.later tomorrow parents dont let me go out. ahhaha. (:

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lol, first impression of yang is.. “so fierce, i dun wanna talk to him!! xD”  haha.  but now, i can be talking to him on skype. MY TWIN BROTHER! lols. seriously man, he is such a nice person. Lol! blahhhh!! andddd… he is bad at multi tasking!! =DD haha..

my first impression of zhiyuan is.. “what the heaven!”
but now.. he is my mother~ lols… this is so LOL. (: i miss him a lot mannnn… haha

my first impression of….. li chye is also another fierce person. never wanted to talk to him. lols. in the end i realised, he is another crazy guy. he plays the drum! Percussionist!! haha.  Wtheavenn… :/ lol… seriously… now he is like a very good friend. (:

cause of the three LIs!! (LI min, LI chye, LI yang) we are like chat buddies now.. lol. (:
omg, im so crazy man. maybe cause it’s late of night. :/

i seriously miss them mannnn!! i think my language is a little bit weird. too long never touch english already!! haha

what the heavennnnnn……
i dunno how to do ms chen’s homework!! )): sadded…. damn it.. trying my best to do and attempt and get them correct!! ahhh!! stressed..
CO’s getting harder for me.. im struggling inside already. Darn, never mind..  i’ll try my best to get everything right. (:

wish me all the best people! (: haha. got to go. buhbyeee.. D

awwwww..

i seriously miss the ulu sepat, camah and mulu people! SERIOUSLY! don’t say singaporeans, those malaysians!!

Ulu Sepat: Chin Hooi.YingJie.Andrew.Nicholas.Waltson.GuoUnn(mykayakPartner).ShuWen.Theenesh.HongPing.Dickie.Cheryang(samuel).mathan

Camah: ZhiYuan(laomaa!).LiChye.Naqi(BABY!).Kevin.Bryan.Daryl.Isabelle.Felicia.Dina.JiaDe(ahpa!).Syafiq

Mulu:  LiYang.Kelvin.Anesh.GuoHan.Danny.WeeKii.Gayithri.KimYew.Firdaus.EeChing.
and many more la. i cant really remember all. names are somewhere around there? o.o

the instuctors tere were damn cool and good and LOL! i seriously love them!

ok…

Day 1
Travel there by bus and wasn’t bus sick. Super happy. Reached OB at around 5 plus? then were briefed awhile, sorted into groups and were brought to dining hall for dinner. Phones and any food or anything electronic were confiscated.
mood : I couldn’t wait for the tenth day.

Day2
Had a OYP/ACC 12 group photo. my group attire was long sleeves and pants. Hair was in a super bad state, like always. -.- then had morning activity with camah and mulu. Activity was Rope Climbing. After that was lunch, then changed to wet attire. Had some Kayak “lessons”, Capsizing Drills and self practice. GuoUnn was damn freakking irritating, kept trying to capsize. )): Ass. haha. Kayaked till 4 plus 5? bathed and dinnered. Then had a briefing for our first expedition. Sea Expedition. Wow, Kim Yew and Guan Ki are the navigators! Hong Ping and Cher Yang are the Sweepers! Good job people. Well, good job to the left and right side and the captains.
mood: 8 more days left!

Day 3
Woke up was late! >.< then helped move the kayaks to the beach. Filled the Gallon Bottles and Jerry cans. I will really remember that day’s Kayak. Experience man. Reached Pangkor Island. Pitched our tents then set up fire to cook our lunch. Had bread with sardine and omelette. Then around three plus went for Rapelling. It’s abseiling. Going down 200m rock wall 90 Degrees. Awesome! Went back, started a fire again and cooked dinner. Didn’t help to cook much, because Dickie was the main chef! At night, had a debrief for the expedition. Then had nightwatch. (: Met new people. Kevin, Bryan, Zhi Yuan and Chye(his existence). I was damn afraid of Chye last time. He looked scary! xD

Day4
Woke up late and Kayaked back. Lunched and went for trekking. Hong Ping  super strong! Tiring ehh~!! Trekked for around an hour or two, then went for dinner. Sat at the stairs and waited for the briefing for the next expedition. The Land Expedition. After which, went to bathe, talked and slept.

Day5
We were late! Lols. Breakfast and trekked. We were singing and trekking. super tiring but it feels very together. whole watch together. We encountered problems, we were separated fora  moment. But, nothing happened la. I tripped and brushed/hit my leg against a stump. Bruised and cut! D: The backpacks were heavy, but with determination, we manage to trek through the four peaks and reach the destination within 6 hours plus. We were the second watch to reach the place. Camah reached and we started taking random pictures and idled around. Until the insturctors came and told us, or rather reminded us to pitch our tents and start fire to cook our dinner. Well, i helped other groups set their fire and said a few words to chye, that’s all, and i still found him scary/fierce. Felicia, like always was crazy.! xD Nevermind. No explanation is needed. Naqi hated me that time! ): He cut the fire wood and threw it at me!! ): At night, eleven plus… Kim Yew set a huge fire beside a tent sheet. Waited for it to burn, then me, felicia, guan ki, kim yew, cher yang, jiade, hong ping, kelvin, bryan and chye formed a circle and they told horror stories. The atmosphere was chilly. After awhile, some left and some joined. Couldn’t remember, haha. The circle was disbanded after awhile, and I slept sitting down beside a Jerry Can. Woke up, and night watched with Ying Jie and Gayithri. Another real experience, never forget! That place is Haunted! ahhh, 幻觉!! everything was 幻觉!! lol, that’s how YingJie tried to calm me down la. Super funny, and scary. Heard foodsteps and people snoring, shadows floating by too. Disgusting!! ):
mood: oh no! camp is nearing the end! )):

Day 6
Slept at 5.25, woke up at 6.25? I don’t remember. Then trekked back in 1 hour plus. -.- Sat at a grass patch and fell asleep, for don’t know how long. Suddenly woke up and realised my whole watch was asleep except for a few. I saw Cher Yang sitting with the Camahs and he told me to join him. My leg still hurt! :’( Then I don’t remember whether it was Zhi Yuan or Chye, go and press on to my cut/bruise. Wa, ass. PAIN~!!!! DDD: Talked about THINGS that happened the previous night with David (Camah’s Instructor). Then came our packed lunch. After eating, trekked up for rock climbing, natural rocks, with little grips to hold on to and steps to step on to. I hit my bruise and got a few other new cuts! COOL! (ohamgee, im so not girl la.) Then from here i really started to talk to Li Yang and Li Chye. Lol. Super weird. Then when everyone is done climbing, we went back done, and walked a super long way back to OB! Then dinner, sat at the steps again and talked! We talked about anything under the sun. Then briefing for solo camp.

Day 7
went off to solo camp! i played with the fire and used up all my 10 matches. then no more matches to light up my mosquito coil. was kinda pisssed and shocked. but, luckily i brought two jackets. i wore one, and they other one the other way in. use the hood to cover my face. Keep mosquitoes away! keep hearing the buzzing sounds by the mosquitoes, so irritated. i slept around three plus i suppose and was woken by alex around 5.40… ate biscuits and drank milo. i poured the milo into my 1.5 litre bottle and added a lil bit of water, then shake.. it tasteed weird. Cold Milo! WEIRD!! then wrote a lot of stuffs then sleep. wake. sleep.wake.

Day 8
I woke up around 6 plus, then waited for someone to come up to tell us that we could go off already. and it was waltson. we were way behind time. Laughing at ourselves. No idea why though. Was super happy i survived solo camp. (:  then, walked back. Tired! Lunched, changed and went to the orphanage. Help to get the weeds and roots out from the front garden. It would take forever to get everything out. We digged and pulled for hours, but there were still many areas unweeded. Tough job, but i enjoyed myself. Throwing the soil around at Safri. Lol! While waiting for the van, we played with the puppies there. So cute la, they are damn light. Carried two, one in each hand. (: Both had some skin problems, they were balding. Heartache manss ):   . Went back, changed to pants and dinner-ed. Dinner, sit at the steps before going to the gym hall for briefing. I really like to talk in the dark, under the stars. (: Briefing was about the trip to Pangkor Island for cultural visit. Then, another instructor came in and taught us how to sing the OB school song, auld lang syne and OB spirit song. Had fun! seriously. Then went back to dorm to sleep le.

Day 9
Waited till 10 am, then took speed boat to the mother boat, which then take us to Pangkor island. Talked a lot to Naqi. A LOT! haha. We went to an Indian Temple, Chinese temple and Fish Factory. Walked pretty much. (: Hong Ping is a shopper man. Lol! Sat outside our store room and chatted about First Impression and Current mpression. INTERESTING!
After that had a debrief for the expeditions, and a briefing for the BBQ night. Andrew(OYP) and Nicole(YAC) are the MCees, Moses(YAC) and Li Chye(OYP) were the open speakers? i dunno what title they are. Good job all! (: haha. Ulu Sepat were the cooks! But it was Safri who did the cooking, we were rehearsing the performance. Everything turned out well. Plus Camah, Mulu and Ulu Sepat were cheering for each other. We three watches were so close. Love them loads! We sang the OB spirit song and auld lang syne. After that, we packed up and gathered. Camwhored and did many silly stuffs. (: Played double dare. This piggy back that, and run and sing at the same time, super Lol! Then was chased back to dorm. Hung around then went back down, lie on the floor and star gazed, beautiful! The sky was filled with stars. “starry starry night” LOL. Till around 3 plus(?) went back to dorm and sleep at the upper bunk with wee kii! I LOVE HER  A LOT! talked and talked then fell asleep.
mood: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!!!!!

Day10
Breakfast. Took a lot of pictures. Bought two shirts and a cap. Hugged a lot of people from the three watches. Gosh, i love wee kii! I hugged her the most. Oh man, i miss baby(naqi) a lot. Lol, he calls me hong ping and cheryang baby. super cute la he. (: took two photos with my phone and it ran out of batt! damnn.. DD: i didnt cry initially. but thanks to SOMEBODY. lol. miss you guys loads. Serious. Reaching the malaysia checkpoint, i cried again. TMD! im so freagging weak. -.- throw face!! DD:
reached school, went to mac. eat. went home. used com and Skype-d till three plus. Lol. WTH, i miss those bunch of malaysian peeps!! )):

bloody hell. baby! dont cry!
“you’ll be in my heart”

outward bound malaysia lumut ,

reached home at 10 plus today. i really miss them a lot. ): *sobsss*

over there, i could just lie down on the floor, under the sky.  the stars would be all around, almost covering up the whole patch of sky. the feeling is just so… relaxed. it feels like i didnt have to bother about anything. i just had to look at them and relax. it was my first time really really watching the stars, watched till around 3 then went back to dorm. i will really remember that scene, seriously.

thanks Ulu Sepat, Camah and Mulu for those memories there. I’ll miss you!! keep in touch yea. (:

camp details will be posted up later! (:

I can’t bear to leave!
Those were the tears of  joy and the sadness of leaving, 10 days went by in a flash. Looking back, everything felt like dream. Cherish every moment you have with people around you, because there may not have another chance to talk face to face already.
There are many things that I’ve regretted.

emotionally tired .

have you guys even spared a thought for others? we have done what we could do and all we need is you guys’ cooperation. the worse thing is that, i have said this many times, i really do not want to raise my voice or shout at you people. because, i doubt it will really work and that and it would be totally sian. it would seem like when there is a meeting, it means that there will a scolding. we really initially wanted praise you, but you disappointed us. we are truly disappointed, seriously. I really hate shouting, wastes my energy and totally screws my mood. please really do think of what i screamed / fussed about just now. i totally cannot stand screaming.

remember,
Discipline and your Cooperation is what we need.

THAT IS ALL!
how hard can it be??

 

 

 

……
i nearly said the f word during meeting just now. so worked up. i knew long ago that screaming wouldn’t work. but, oh wells.  if they could just cooperate, such meetings can be skipped and time could be saved and wont have any chance of hearing my damn voice.

-think about your actions/

all i can say ,

is.. don’t treat my sms-es as a joke, and i’ll truly appreciate it. thank you

Tired ,

im tired of everything.
-nagging
-talking
-scolding

there are some things which are quite basic and you guys can ignore it. Is it that, when something is simpler, it’s harder to do?

i don’t like to point at sections much more at people. picking out their mistakes. It’s embarrassing for you and it would make the atmosphere so tensed up.  i dun wish to raise my voice at anyone. cause it’s stupid. -.-

 

 

 

weeellllll.. enough of CO. (:
No-Lifer can be used to describe me. -.- seriously, agree with me! hahha!
bored at home forever. either mapling or audi-ing. ): no life till no life lor! haha (:

k ba. i go off liao.. byebye!

CO leadership camp ,

totally drained my energy. wake up super early and reach home late. ):

so anyways..
10 Nov.
i actually didnt really wanted to go, cause i thought that there’s high elements. haha. but realised, it was just some outdoor activities. did squats, bubble thingy. wa.. cheater. made me catch boys. -.- and, my  shoe nearly became  crocodile ! ): it was kinda.. out? haha. then went home lor. reached home around 8.15?

11 Nov.
talk by mr tan, percussion pp. lol. then had sectionals . only suona!! )): and i sucked at zhongsuo.. haha. OMGOMGOMG can, the song  <yu> was super nice can. esp, the 4/4 and 7/4 parts. Lol. learnt conducting. and didnt dare to go up conduct. haha. then ended pretty early. home at 7.00.

12Nov.
last day.. )):
wore the green shirt. (:
talk and then the maintenance of instruments. then the project work.
im thee treasurer of group2C! haha. presentation got top prize lei, well, with another group. not bad right. haha. grats to moses for getting the best camper and winning the conducting baton! (: haha
took some group photo. and with another few individuals. (: so gonna miss them.(:
wells, but we are gonna keep in contact. (:

hmm. i go le ba.. (:
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